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I'm 24 and still live with my parents and have no general prospects of moving away, for God knows how much more. My parents are frustrated selfish agressive ill-psyched derranged people. I don't even speak to my father for years now unless I have to, because all he did was never standing on my side when falsely accused, molested, and he beat me. They gave birth to me and educated me and that's all they have ever given me, so, no material posessions, nothing did I get but merely birth, food and education. Even the money I really needed I was hardly and through fights given, so I started taking jobs just to have anything of my own and live a generally normal life. I bought myself some small possesions out of it, like my laptop, some clothes and similar. But because od my jobs for money, my colledge education started to suffer and I left behind. My county has 3 hundren thousand unemployed people on 4 million inhabitants. Even if I drop uot of my colledge, I have small chances on finding any kind of job so I could pay my rent, have something to eat and live decently. I just wanna go away!! My mental health is seriously endangered. We have fights every day, they both beat me sometimes, couple of times they wouldn't let me in the house, so once i broke my glass door and cut my hand and it was blood everywhere. The situation is somehow the same with my brother, with a difference that he got clinically depressed, started stealing money around the house, gambling, etc. I have nowhere to go to. I have no relatives, my grandparents are dead, I have noone. To think that all this is my fault, I was always a good girl, kind, decent, never did drugs, never came home drunken and vomited, never ended up arrested or similar, never had any fights, troubles. Never missed school, had As in primary and Bs in secondary school, attend college, don't steal, don't gamble, did jobs, do some work at home when is needed, can cook, can clean. And do it when is needed at home. I had just couple of boyfriends in my life. But my mother met two of them, so it seemed like a too great number for her and she called me a slut. She called her own daughter a whore for having more than one boyfriend in her whole life.
I was never promiscuous. I only had no luck in relationships, and fell in love couple of times. So what? I can't handle it anymore..........