the world is so blind to what is going on around them.

I saw a pic of a girl that I really like in the arms of another man...

i cant meet up with my girlfriend at all this week. her parents aint letting her out of the house =(

argh! why am i so jealous for! i hate it when my bf talks to my friends because later on ma friends try flirting and he just doesnt understand :(

I can't face the next few months of life.

One Of My Friends Are Trying To Make Me UPSET And Its Been Working And This Is Really Hurting My Feelings In What She Is Doing(This Girls Name Is Tacy)And She Does What I Does But She Always Try's It Better..And It Always Ends Up Better..

im upset because i'm not given a chance ....

hoho's upset but so am i ....

i dont want to live through this.

natalie is in love with rc and rc is in love with natalie. he'd marry her, and the only reason they're not married now is distance. she lives in st. louis and he's here. but that really doesn't matter since he'll probably move out there for work anyway. so really, it's a great, big, lovely little love story they have together. he's going out there for halloween. they'll hook up and be in love there. fantastic. he'll come home and miss her, and think about her, and get giddy over her phone calls while i'm in the passenger seat looking out the window waiting for it to all be over. kill me now. ugh. i guess we really are just friends. = (

my boyfriend is annoying me. Came home and suddenly announced our 15 month old son is going to nursery. Basically made out im a rubbish mum. Im not. Im 21 and have given up everything for my son. I have never since he's been born left him with anyone even a babysitter, so im always there for him im a full time stay at home mum (and no i dont scrub benefits) and my boyfriend has just had a HUGE promotion. I really dont want my son to go nursery, my boyfriend doesnt want me to go back to work tho either so whats the point of sending our baby nursery? I want to cry.

i hate my life, bad stuff always happens