i started speaking to a friend from primary school again recently (its been 10 years since we saw each other) and he moved interstate, so we spoke heaps, and got along ssssssoooo well, and then he came interstate to see me and i was so drunk and tragic at the pub by the time he got down that i made a terrible impression, and looked veryyy bad, and its been 4 days and havent heard from him since .. siighh

obama may be the next president... how sad.

even when i show my girlfriend that i am faithful and can be trusted, she still finds was not to trust me. A young lady in my class decided it would be nice to tell my gfs friend that i told her i wasnt in a relationship and such. Now as interesting as that is, i have acted in no way inappropriate towards this young lady. Now my gf wants nothing to do with me.....I hate doing the right thing, but still being in the wrong. I need help

not once has some1 said thank you, infact people seem to keep attacking me. i cant take anymore i need a break, the only thing that keeps me going is the fact that i have a love but even then i worry about how i will care for her and wot i can do to protect her, always taking the brunt of everything never once stopping. i can only take so much, i'm a gd person and i never wish any1 harm but for once i wish sum1 would be there for me, i'm not strong i am lost and weak. i need help before i lose it and show every1 wot i truely am.

i'm relied upon by so many people now, i cant fail or some1 else will suffer emotionally or physically. i cant fail in helping them its not in my nature, but its made me something that i am not, i'm not strong or always right but now so many people see me like this and last time i broke down and tried to get help 4 myself i was simply told straighten up little soldier, take it all and move on there's no1 to help you, your on ur own for now. i cant take this emotional load and work its beginning to kill me and yet each day more people need me, how can i cope when if i fail i can ruin so many other people.

i am very very upset that you are jealous of me...i dont need more poeple in my life jealous of me.

im stupid, i make myself upset over little things that bother me.
i wish i could rise above it and think positive, but i always think the worst out of a situation and worry and panic alot
i think theres something wrong with me.

i have a great social life at 17, the best friends, good grades, alrite family and am genuinely happy.
but sometimes i have my downs and just feel low of the low and cant stop crying.
i think im overly emotional compared to most of my friends and family.

school and work are both getting on top of me at the minute aswell. i really need to make chill out time, thats probably why im so wound up. im jt so tired and drained all the time.

Wtf my bf stil wants money, i got him a jacket instead i havent given it yet but its pissing me off, because it seems like his only in it for the money even though i know he loves me,

I know im blabbing on but i really need to get this off my chest!

Oh and yeah my pc is fuked so thats great!

And coll work is pissing me off so are my friends

and so are some pathetic kids that keep butting into my personal life

im just soo frustrated :( wtf does dis always have to happen to me

and my parents are splitting up so thats just the icing on the cake :D

wow my life is perfect dont u think?

me and my girlfreind have split she wantss me but her parents wont let er its pothetic im sure one day we will get bak 2gether, i am going to be rich soon

my mom is being mean to me and every time i try to take a step forward in life she pushes me back two step