not once has some1 said thank you, infact people seem to keep attacking me. i cant take anymore i need a break, the only thing that keeps me going is the fact that i have a love but even then i worry about how i will care for her and wot i can do to protect her, always taking the brunt of everything never once stopping. i can only take so much, i'm a gd person and i never wish any1 harm but for once i wish sum1 would be there for me, i'm not strong i am lost and weak. i need help before i lose it and show every1 wot i truely am.