i cant get over my friends death i have nightmares about it all the time i cry all the time i seen him everywhere i think about him all the time hear his vocie picture him in my head i cant get over it i want to but i just cant then i dont want to cuz i feel like i am betraying him that i am making him feel like i dont care when i dont care i care way to much,i just want him back here with me. :( :( :( :( :(